28 Sept 2010

Its has been quite awhile since i update my diary. Had been really bz with work & life.

In just less than another 2 more mths time, i will be turning 35...Times really flies..I have already see myself going thru the past 34 yrs of life journey. So many ups & downs that has happen in my life. What next??? I had been wondering & ponder??? What should i do next? or where should i proceed?

recently i really felt life getting bored..Cant find any direction in my life..Its like im lost totally..I really don feel like doing anything now.. Just felt like resting and taking a long break..Am i getting old or im finding life so meaningless..what should i do??

Its is parts & puzzle of our life that we will bound to experience such thots?? Why is there so many question & doubts in my life??? What do i really want??? To have a family with my own kids??? Migrate to another country to start a new life again??? Is my relationship stable??? Want to change to a more challenging job??? or what??? I really don know...

I felt really sick & tired of myself...What should i do really??? I am thinking really very hard every day???? Want to buy my own house, also don hv enuff cash??? Scared buy liao have to stuck with long term committement... scared buy liao cannot afford to pay the loan....sigh...why am i so troubled....

Relationship also so many problem...sigh....really don know what to do???? I am really at wits end liao...Why am i so troubled over all these problem...Shouldnt i be happy..Where is really my happiness...I want to laugh without ant worries..i want to be HAPPY....Is that so difficult to be happy???

Very very tired...

My Singing Performance on 3 July 2010 at Tiong Bahru CC "Zhan Sheng Xiang Qi"

My lastest Chinese dance performance in Tiong Bahru on 6 Aug 2010

My Macau Trip (18 - 23 Aug 2010)

I just got back from my Macau trip the day before. I was there for a mahjong competition. It's a once in a life time experience. Something that i had never try before:). Though didnt win but im not disappointed too. I was rank 112 out of 200. I will definitely train to get better result next time round:)This trip is also very fruitful as you get to be friend with many friends who love to play mahjong too:)

These are some of the photo taken during my trip.

KelongYOU @ Malaysia - 19 / 20 June 2010

We had a family trip to one of the Kelong at Malaysia on 19 - 20 June 2010.

Below are some of the photo which was taken during our trip for memory:)

My Company ENSCO family day on 27 - 28 May 2010

Our annual ENSCO family day was held on 27 - 28 May 2010 in Batam - Harris Resort. We had bowling competition and we also went for car GO Kart too. Was really interesting and entertaining. In the evening, we had karaoking too:)The trip was really relaxed & fun overall. Below is some of our outing photo to share:)

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Chinese New Year Medley Dance (2 Feb 2010)

Taiwan Tribal dance "Zhan Zai Gao Gang Shang"

Dance Performance 27 Feb 2010

Today i have dance performance down stair my cc for the Old folks home celebrating Chinese New Year.

Took some photo for memory.

Confused thoughts....

These few days, really very frustrated and confused too.. So many things to think & worried about. Sigh..Thinking of quiting and work as full time property agent. Thinking of how i can really earn money from FOREX (don wish to burn my account again:( Recently just burn US500 dollars) oh gosh..Thinking of getting a car for myself.. Yesterday manage to test drive "Picanto 1.1A" car. Its a used car. Looking at 21000. Though i know i can afford the monthly instalment but after serious thoughts, i still think that i am not able to afford 1 yet..Anyhow, guess, i have no choice but to give up...

Really very very tired these few days...:(

Sick

Yesterday went to KK women 24 hr clinic to see doctor.
Have not feeling well for the past few days due to urinary infection..sigh..
At the same time, i took chances to do a check on my "breast" too. as i felt that
something is not right about it.
After checking, doc wrote a referral letter asking me to go for a scanning.
At that moment, i was so worried..Hopfully its not any "breast" cancer:( sigh..

Now i have to take a half day leave on the 23 Feb to hear what the doc says..(Praying to GOD now, wishing for good health)
Hopfully my boss will understand. Bcos i have applied also 3 days leave during the chinese New year season (17 - 19 feb)

I guess if coy is not happy about it, i have no choice le as health is important than any thing dispite "money" is also very important too...

Bread Making Course

Hi to all my fellow friends..

Last year december, i went to take up bread making course. It was really interesting and fun. I manage to take some photo after the bread making course. I can't believe that i could bake such nice bread. Guess i am quite talented though..hehehe..Guess i can start a shop liao.. (must be day dreaming) lol.

2010 Brand New Year

Sorry folks, have not been updating my blog for so long.......

So fast 2009 has past, and here come 2010. Many things has happen ever since. I have lots of things to post but not able to. I will definitely try my very best to post all photo and video which was taken last few months.

I have many thoughts on my mind right now. Thinking of changing job again..sigh..I really don know what kind of job suitable me? I know im a customer oriented person. Love & enjoy meeting pple and service client. Should i work in the property sector? I know its not easy at all. Competition is so tough...I want to have my own cafe. Should i go and take the professional 14 days bakery course and work in the bakery field. Hopfully by working and getting more experience, i will be able to have my own mini cafe? Sigh...

Just don know where to start??

Any body care to share your thoughts & comments.. Feel free OK:)