My 1st modelling show on 16 Aug 2008

Wow, its my first modelling show on 16 Aug 2008 at Yew Tee National Day celebration event. Its was really fun & interesting. I really enjoyed is very much. Its was really a great exposure & experience that i ever gain. The wonderful music & lighting made me feel so cool. My colleague Delen & Xue yi had also participated in this event too. I can see that they really enjoyed themselves very much. They were all looking so cool up there too...

Bintan Trip on 9 Aug to 11 Aug

On the 9 Aug 2008, my dar dar and my colleagues went to Bintan for a short getaway. It was a nice short vacation over the weekend. We all have some great moment spent over the past 3 days.

My latest dance performance "Miracle" at Bukit Batok C C on July 2008

The above video is one of my latest performance which i have done in Bukit Batok CC. The indian modern chinese dance song named "Shen Qi" which means miracle. Our performing clothing is very simple & nice. It is our first Indian modern dance which I have ever perform. It is quite a interesting experience. My dance mates are from all walks of life. There are school teacher, fashion clothes designer, entreprenuer, engineer, secrectary & etc. Anybody can also perform if they have passion.

My Dance performance

This above video is one of my performance which i have performed in one of the new year day celebration. I quite like it as it is something which i might not be able to do it again. My dream is be a dancer. I don need to be a great dancer, i just want to dance and do what i like and no regrets that all. Im sure there are many inspiration dancer out there who thinks like me.

My diary

Ever since when i was being brought into this world in 1975, i found life is not that easy afterall. There were so many ups & down. My life is so complicated. How can i make my life easy and not like roller coaster. Can't i just lead my life simple and easy? I wonder is it my destiny since the day i came into this world? There are too many doubts in my life that i kept pondering. Nowadays i found that life is so boring and miserable. I don't know why either. Am i thinking too much??? Or am i facing the most crucial moment in my life to make some important decision? I dont know either. How i wish there is someone out there who can tell me what exactly is happening to me? Am i undergoing some big depression or am i getting sick of my life now? There are simply so many ???? in my mind. I really don know how i should lead my life now. I can't just quit my job like this, if quit, can i survive? If i choose to move towards my dream but if i don't succeed, what should i do next? I think i really need a strategic plan. The pay i am getting right now, i might not be able to find 1 again if i quit. What should i do? Should i go for upgrading? To attain a diploma or to have a pay cut?